have you ever fall inlove with a person you know he will never be yours??

@Badkid (235)
Philippines
November 28, 2012 12:02pm CST
I'm a person,I'm a girl..I've been fall in-love with a guy who's name is Alex Fajardo. He is a Muslim but,I'm Chatolic. and we also have a very long distance. How sad I've been fool loving him.I've became his Long-distanced Girl Friend but it's just for 2 months..we didn't broke up.the only reason is my Phone was broken at that time.My phone is my only connection to him(He dont have Facebook).and then when I'm back cuz I bought a new Phone,I feel like he's getting cold for me.His love for me was never been the same so,I just stopped texting him because he didn't even replied to my message.. I've been depressed that time. Now I've recovered myself but I was so shocked when he texted me! for 4 months he didn't texted me,now he texted me.and he said,"can we start again?" I dont know what to do at that time because I have another boyfriend. he told me what happened to him,he said he got Brain Tumor. I've been crying all night at that time.. I still love him but I got new Boyfriend.(I'm Bad! I hate myself) So I told him that starting again was not the good idea..I just trowed him up.. I feel very sad..I'm blaming my self..I feel like I have no conscience.
2 responses
salma07
@salma07 (639)
• India
28 Nov 12
Dont blame yourself. I mean life goes on, i know i have been in a situation as your except i am the Muslim and he was a non-muslim fellow who was totally against my religion, dont ask me how we got along in the first place. Sometimes our heart gets the better of our life and then we realise that things should have ended long before it actually ended. I mean will he marry or something, i guess no, then why should you even bother continuing, i know, i know our conscience, i would be mourning about him still if it werent to mylot i vented out all my emotions here but when i finished venting it felt so good. So stop worrying and enjoy your new life with your new boyfriend. Its good that you had the clear head of saying no
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sender621
@sender621 (14893)
• United States
28 Nov 12
That is the hard part of falling in love. you can not choose who you will fall for. it just happens to you. knowing that someone can not be yours sometimes does not enter your mind when you are in love with someone.