I dont want to face my Parents

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I care because I hate hurting people.. specially my parents. I dont know whats wrong with me these days, I dont like talking to my parents even if they behave nice. everything seems fake and I just feel like my parents have been the biggest enemy of mine. My Dad stopped me from going to university , I understand the reason but when i think i will be no longer what i wanted to be in life, it makes me hate everything around me. Specially when I face my Dad i remember he has been the reason behind all that has happend to me, I hardly answer what he says or waht he asks and I never sit with him and talk, even i try to avoid saying hello to him. and when he is away or i sit alone in my bedroom, i keep missing him and blame my self, i feel bad for not talking or behaving to them nice. Im too upset...