am i not capable enough? they are better than me?

Thanks a ton for sharing this discussion. Well i can understand your situation and i think u are doing the biggest mistake by comparing yourself with others. Never compare yourself with others because u are the competition for yourself, try to imbibe good values in you, work hard and achieve your goals. Different people have different attributes and qualities and i know u must be having something different in you that will make u different from others. So work hard and do not think about anything else. What say?

Maybe you have not found the job that suits you. Try and try until you succeed. There's hope for everybody. It may be very hard to attain the success that you're longing for but if you are hardworking and did not give up on your dreams, then you can still be successful and can travel. Be confident on your own skills and don't let anyone look down on you.

Perhaps you should consider empowering yourself by opening your own business. Then you can make all the money you like and travel, too. Online businesses are doing quite well these days. Pick an area that is most interesting to you and go for it.