Moving On

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It's so easy to say, Move on. You can not bring back the yesterdays. It's done, you can not undo anymore what had happened. You have no choice but life must goes on. Sometimes life is unfair. We have lots of questions and those questions are hard to find the true answers. Why me? Why my parents? This happened for almost 17 years now and still it's hard to forget and hard to move on. My Mom died of Ovarian Cancer on the 25th of April, and every 25th of each months remind me her death. Today is Christmas, the 25th. It's hard to forget and until now I am hurting, the wound buried deep inside my heart. It's like I was stubbed a sword and the blade is still in my heart. After 7 years my Mom died, my Father died of Cancer of the Throat. I was so devastated because in just a few months it's my college graduation. I questioned God, why this happening to me? Am I not a good daughter to Him? As I grew older I am learning about my life. Yes, still painful for losing my parents. Hopefully in God's time and in my will I will overcome those painful moments of my life.