Everything I've ever wanted is happening

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I've been reflecting over my life today. I realized that this past month is the happiest I've been in a very long time. Things that I've dreamed of for so long are starting to come about. New year's was absoutely fanstaic. My dad and step mom just left for home yesterday. I was sad to see them go but we will keep in contact and will get to see them in the summer. we spent new year's eve at my best friends house. It was me, my husband, kids, dad and step mom and my friend,her husband and her daughter and so so many laughs it is a night I wont forget. I also realized things are starting to happen that I have wanted for so very long. My girls have been singing and dancing at church and I put together a little group of kids and they have performing on sunday mornings. My husband is using his saxophone that I got for christmas and joining the band at church. I realized today that I used to spend so much time searching and longing and here lately I haven't been. With this being the start of the new year I have decided to make some changes. I am walking away from all the people who have hurt me, lied to me abused and used me. Im leaving the past in the past and moving on with what God has in store for us and for me. I want to be a music and chorographery director at church and help my girls fullfill their dreams of singing and dancing.I am going to conerate on getting to know my dad better and that side of the family instead of spending so much time in chasing after people who never wanted me to begin with. I want things to be different and I want to stop talking about what I want to do and how I want things to be and start making it happen.