Am i possessed?

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Hi,friends after a long time am here with a great problem to get solved..so plz help me by advising me in right way.. My problem is this i feel that there's someone or many inside me rather than me and my mind.I should not have to tell this but i should i have an extraordinary thinkings in all kinds from simple childish to beyond human thinkings even my close friends to are the same,we often think in this way due to matured mind not at a proper age.,though we have this mind(combination of scientific,religious,kind,demonic,etc).Now a days i get feeling of there's something commanding to do all bad things and think about them for eg-hit ur friend;What happens he i not listen to my family members;how can your friend be killed ahhhh!!!the list goes on.Really i feel that i'm being ruled.Someday when i was alone in our room performing my religious act(my family is of this type and me too,believe in god,pray.. .)i just felt like why to pray god when i'm the superior thinker of everythings of abnormal kind as mentioned above,and then me when ignored this thought,i took up mirror looked up i felt like all my hairs stood up and started hurting myself and behaving like how demons/ghosts act.Now i'm 17year old and me and my friends just were speaking about these,so i checked out in internet with regard to my problem and found it to be half true!.I'm very much self respectful person on earth,you can't just tell what i'm some of my friends who are not my type fail to understand me.Being this kinda person i'm getting depressed by this feeling.As i'm typing now someone's saying "ha ha ha ha look at you gautham ur such an idiot to post this in mylot to get rid of me" and also all ur excellent and extraordinary mind is "because of me"and all..Few times i feel like i'm having this present time as i'm in dream and this's not real,.So i need a help from someone like me (experienced my situation)to give rightful way to get my self controlled By saying I'm Me,Gautham..! Thank you.