horrible dream about christianity and islam

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ay, normally i dont believe much in meaning of dreams, but i woke up a minute ago to such a scary dream im still in shock as to what to think. It was a dream of me reading a mag and it said if u wanna convert to islam say those words, i didnt believe anything and i did, next day my teeth started falling out and new growing, i was becoming different person and i didnt know if i should like it or whats happening to me. I took a tootpaste and went to my dad,note he died 8yrs ago, it gets weirder,i told him about whats happening to me and if he thinks its the toothpaste since i changed brand. After long checking of the tube and when i said theyre same, just different brand,he read 'islam' on one tube and christianity on other under ingredients.he got fury,started yelling, throwing stuff and i didnt know what to do. He said to mom she converted. When i heard that in a dream i thought about my long distance bf im with right now and our talks that i should convert to marry and stuff. Then weirdest thing happened, dream flipped to a scene where there was a guy that looked like prophet and we were like his islamic slaves,i had to hide certain food from him if i liked to eat it cuz it was forbidden and i was terrified if he would catch me.(connection to worship of pigs in islam?) then there was a screen and a video demonstration roled showing little kids with guns going to war (iraq?)and i was shocked and thought islam isnt any like my bf told me, this is bad. And them more of my teeth fell out and new came after awhile, i was sick of pain, i wanted to end it, i saw a prophet take away from me every mag, everything i could possibly find to revert the 'spell' so i secretly searched in a mag that friend brought, we found sth close and started calling with phone.prophet catched us and i was pushing him away so he couldnt take the mag when i was writing down the weird number,sth like vl9 and 250 480 10 my friend dialed reversed 250 first and then 480 and said its nothing, i checked number and said idiot u dialed wrong, i dialed right number now and got some info abou A named city in germany (im quarter german)where i could revert my religion.i was sure of it the teeth and all islam only brought me pain and suffering. I somehow ended up in that city and found other followers, they said there is a red storm and we should follow its direction to convert. I came in a group of people and told them what im waiting for and they made fun and bullied me with spaghetti guns for being muslim. I didnt give up, sky lit red and it thundered there was coming a red storm and one guy probably islams prophet tried to hold me back, he communicated with the boss,i guess god and told him he has to come,he cant hold me. The other half of sky got Fire orange like hell and i somehow managed to get away and followed others running into red storm direction,sometimes i was in circles afraid im going toward fire and that man,god, yelled from fire to prophet catch her catch her shes running away.he didnt, in the end i managed to run into what was a red water lake(red symbolizes blood,life?) everyone put their fists together in a prayer while they kneeled in water and thanked god, i did the same. Then i got home, i checked my facebook, weird. And my boyfriend, he posted a bunch of pics having fun with girls and friends, i checked his relationship status it said sth like having fun single, i dont remember words. I was in shock, i didnt know what happened then i figured it must be cause i converted back.i somehow ended up in his country climbing up his house and when he came i begged in tears what happened and my facebook was flooded with his messages with subject test for a b..ch and there was a bunch of toys and messages stuffed there like my inbox turned into real box. So when he answered me there begging he was cold,hate in his eyes,he said u did what u did. I begged i will do anything for him to love me again and he said okay, tomorrow u go through all converting again. I said im scared, it hurt me, why he wasnt with me, he said i can go now and he smiled, he said dont be late. I ended up saving all pics of him having fun in case they disappeared, i bookmarked a place to my phone where i can revert all just in case, i was scared and didnt want it again but it was for him. I was waiting him and checked my phone battery, it was low, i was hoping it will last and i took one phone from a follower. Then i woke writing this confused what is meaning of this dream, a second after waking i was still half asleep in back of my mind saying ill never convert,i was born christian. I really dont know what to think. What you guys think, why this dream? Why all in it? =/