rant (2)
By SpicyTapioca
@SpicyTapioca (18)
Singapore
February 3, 2013 2:51am CST
Hi guys(s)/or myself again, today I would like to share the second of the main concerns that I have.
Relationships; Well, you see, I have a companion, someone whom I love, whom I plan to marry someday. However, like I said in the previous rant, time is the problem now, I hardly even go home, we meet up less and less, neither am I able to use my cell phone that often.
Hence, it comes to a point where we hardly talk, the only time I am able to use the phone is morning, when I wake up and before I sleep. I dread this life, it's killing me. I feel like we are slowly drifting apart? I don't know and I am not sure how long I can hold on like this.
Whenever I am able to go home, we would meet up for awhile, there isn't much to do due to time, I have nothing much to say either, because I can't reveal the things that I do. I hate this, I have no freedom!
2 responses
@kalav56 (11464)
• India
3 Feb 13
So, here I am to answer your second rant.I could not really understand what is troubling you.If it is a girl friend, then what is stopping you from seeing her?
If there is objection from parents' side, pause a bit and take things slowly.You must be very young and are slightly confused.Drifting apart from a girl or boyfriend will definitely not kill you. Concentrate on your main goal in life and all other things will naturally fall in place.
@SpicyTapioca (18)
• Singapore
3 Feb 13
hi kalav56, im glad there are actually people dropping by. I think I should list down the root to my troubles, it's something that I have no choice but to take part in. I cannot reveal what is that, but because of it, it created some problems for me, which I listed in my previous rant, the main concerns. I am young, but I am not that young as you thought that I was. I know that it wont kill me, but our relationship has gone on for quite a few years. It hurts to see it like this, if you understand my pain..
My main goal; to be an artist, to do my art works, its still far away, quite far away, I have to be done with what I'm doing now before I can move on.
@kalav56 (11464)
• India
4 Feb 13
Do not worry spicytapioca! Life is long and as long as you are very focused in your goal, God will see that it happens.All that you need to make is your untiring effort.Do not lose heart that you may not achieve it; it may be slow but it will happen one day.You are young though not too young; but you will have some energy left during the weekend at least.Or else, try and set apart one hour for your artist's dream every alternate day.Do not lose it; is it with painting or music or something else?
I can understand your pain; I am quite sensitive to w hat you are feeling.But we have to choose in life.If your relationship really has strength, the girl will wait for you.If not, it is not worth pining for. Don't have multiple objectives ; is it your artist's dream or the relationship/Weigh it down by writing down your objectives in life and planning as to how to go about it.Do not get bogged down by your current difficulties. But do not lose sight of your ultimate aim.Earn and save hard for the day when you are going to sit at home and pursue your artist's dream.Are your parents dependent on you for money? Only then it is difficult.
This will pass .All the best!
@natliegleb (5175)
• India
3 Feb 13
it always happens and the dreadfulness of marriage hurts and comes across us all the time,we need to enjoy freedom
