slept over and then stop

February 13, 2013 6:12am CST
Sleeping over with my friends house is a good feeling. 2 years ago was a good feeling with friends. We have been doing some activities and we usually named it with the word "mode" like mode trip, hotdog mode, jollibee mode, ice cream mode. It was fun, up to last peso on our wallet, we spent it with food. Taking a shower under the rain was a very good time. But until I stop. I really don't know the main reason why. There are some but I am not sure if it is the right one. Until now, I don't even want to go to my friends home. Seeing them is even harder. I don't want to see them. They were trying to visit me at our home and I let them but not the same as before. What is happening with me?
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@jenny1015 (13359)
• Philippines
14 Feb 13
What made you build a wall between you and your friends? Has there anything that happened to you that you'd rather not let them know about? I am sure that whatever they are, your friends will be there to support you. Do not make yourself secluded. You need to have people around you to add "life" into your own.
16 Feb 13
Honestly, I miss the times when we had laugh out loud. Like kids that don't even bother life suffering but at the end of the day and I went home. I still have life that is different from them. I need to be more practical to support what my family needs now and in the future.
@Raine38 (12388)
• United States
13 Feb 13
Maybe you are just not in the mood for that now. Give it time, soon you will be excited to meet up with them anyway. Sometimes we also need a break every once in a while, even from all the good times and the people we always hang out with. That doesn't mean that you like them any less.
16 Feb 13
The good thing is they never stop. They are the one trying to get in touch.
@TLilly12 (1229)
• United States
13 Feb 13
Hi newgirl0511 Welcome to Mylot I hope you will enjoy, your stay here with us and make lots of friends while you are here, we all change we don't want to do, the same things any more, we want something to do that is different, and that may have happen to you, there is nothing you did that was wrong, don't feel guilty about it.
16 Feb 13
Thank you. Yes, we all change and there's nothing in changing. I am getting matured enough to know what is important.