Childless at 35

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It has been 8 long years of waiting and we still don't have a child. I am now 35 (hubby is 38) but still hoping we will be blessed by one. I've been seeing my OB Gynecologist few months before getting married in Feb. 2005. My doctor said that my eggs are not growing inside my ovaries so I was advised for a continuous work up and took some fertility meds (Clomid). I got pregnant in May 2005 and was advised to rest. I am religiously taking my meds for my baby inside but I still had my miscarriage in July of same year. I was very depressed and asked God why it happened. We tried again on a yearly basis but still won't be positive. December of 2012, my husband was advised to have his Seminalysis where in his sperm will be evaluated. The test went well and so we tried again following the doctors "mate schedules", positions and what to do after every "schedule". I had my pregnancy test few days after a month but it resulted to negative. Was told to wait for few more weeks to test and hoping it will result to the much awaited "positive" one. I am ware that some women cannot produce enough HCG to detect pregnancy for the first few weeks. I have also read some testimonies about pregnancies not detected in pregnancy test kit and with ultrasound but those are of rare cases. As of this writing, I am not yet doing another pregnancy test and will just be waiting for ultrasound schedule by the end of this month. My hubby and I are still hoping that we will get a good positive result. We are crossing our fingers, praying more and hoping a lot. :)