I do not know to be Happy of Cry !
@extremefun4fun (2908)
India
February 28, 2013 2:50am CST
Finally, I am going back to my country with my kid and husband, after a long time, and From other side, it is more than a week that my Dear Father passed away, so I do not know how to put my leg in my father the side that he left us alone on his sofa... from another side, after a long time I go, and I am excited, but this is mix with the feeling that my father could not see my husband not even know who he is.. We are leaving on sunday and be back after 10 days.
I do not know what is going on me, not I can be happy and not I can cry. something like a stone has stock in my throw and chest. wish it to come out when I visit my father's Grave and to touch it, wish I feel better, otherwise, I do not think I will come over this sorrow.
3 responses
@subhojit10 (7375)
• India
28 Feb 13
Thanks a ton for sharing this discussion. Well i feel extremely bad for your father's demise and i know u must be feeling the whole world crashing to your feet after this. u must be wishing if u had seen your father for the last time but then this is life and we have to accept the reality. So u must seek the blessings of your father after reaching your place.
What say?
@Megafunky (98)
• India
28 Feb 13
you are in quite a dilemma, we all face situation like this in some or the other way. but i would ask you to find happiness whatever happens because everything works out the best. just cherish your father's memories and spend your holidays with a smile on your face. and you won't even notice when sadness flies away.
@bellis716 (4799)
• United States
1 Mar 13
Go ahead and cry. It may relieve the tension you are now under. I am glad that your husband is taking you back to your family's home for these few days. You will get a chance to remember the good times with your relatives and to show off your child. I understand how you can feel both glad and sad.
