Afraid to sleep
By meipan
@meipan (746)
Philippines
March 2, 2013 7:52pm CST
Today, i woke up at 2am in the morning... since it was to early in the morning, i decided to go back to sleep.. then i heard my parents and murmuring for something... In that moment, i've got nervous... then, something pop-out in my mind... what if i didn't wake up when i fall asleep again? i said, it's okay, atleast i will not cry or die on horrible accident... i'm not afraid of dying, anyway... but what if one of my close family didn't wake up? can i make it? i hate crying, and i really don't like the idea of being left behind by your family member.. because of that thought, after 2 hours of praying to God that we need His blessings so that all of us will wake up again, i became relax and fall asleep..
kind'a paranoid lately because of friend's story about her boyfriend died because he didn't wake up after their conversation on the phone..
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6 responses
@giex22 (273)
• Cebu, Philippines
3 Mar 13
You don't have to worry anything if you are always praying before awaking and sleeping. That is so good that you pray b'coz it takes our nervous every time we will have a conversation to Him.
It just only happens to those people that didn't awake is that when they're not too healthy like heart attack. Every one of us will have an end of life so why worrying all you have to do as of now that you're still alive is share your love to your love ones and enjoy every inch of it.
@meipan (746)
• Philippines
6 Mar 13
to be honest, i don't think if i'm good or bad, or maybe kind'a brat, but i'm trying my best to be honest as much as possible in my feelings and in my actions that situations lead to misinterpretation,.. and people started to be irritated on me.. sometimes, i tried my best to be soft or cool in the way that they want me to be but i'm telling you, it will not lasts for an half-hour... in that thought..
i'm just wondering if they'll come if ever that i will die.. or they gonna tell good story about me.. or all are bad... i feel confuse..
@giex22 (273)
• Cebu, Philippines
6 Mar 13
You don't have change yourself jut to be like by them, it is better to be as yourself than trying to be what they want you to be. It is cool as what you are, you will have a friend that likes you whatever you are. Don't be confused, if you thought that you do good to others then you are in their heart and mind. There are lots of people who love you so don't ever think of that.
@3SnuggleBunnies (16374)
• United States
3 Mar 13
Sometimes we all get way to stressed out in our sleep sometimes it's over something fiction or sometimes something based on fact. Really a person just can't help it when it happens as it makes for a long day ahead.
@MoonGypsy (4606)
• United States
3 Mar 13
i know. i kinda makes you feel how fragile life really is. however, don't let it make you so scared that you don't get any sleep. sleep tight every night having faith that you will wake up to enjoy a brand new day.
@mods196621 (3652)
• Philippines
3 Mar 13
Sleeping makes us healthy. So why are you afraid of it. Most of us are like to sleep and happy having fun of it. Happy while they become awake because they're relaxed. Don't be afraid of sleeping. Just pray first before to go to bed and relax your mind and think positive set that you have another beautiful morning the next day you wake up. Tomorrow is just another day. It is always wonderful and happy to have new beginning everyday. Life is struggle and exiting, have happy life, relax and sleep well always at night. Be happy my friend,,,
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
3 Mar 13
Well, there really is nothing sure to happen in this world. And so that is why we need to treat each day as if it's our last. But, don't entertain such thoughts. It will really drive you crazy. Just pray to God for His guidance.
@WakeUpKitty (8694)
• Netherlands
3 Mar 13
There is one thing you can be sure of and that is that everybody will die, is already dying from the moment on he/she is born! So you better be aware of that. Also nobody knows when he/she will die. It's not said we all get old. Also nobody will be there forever. Not for me, not for you. I do think you are overdoing and it's kind of paranoid the way you think. If it does make you feel better you better think out a plan what to do if something happens to your parents, what to arrange, who to call/ask for help etc. It's normal to discuss these things. Already my 9 year old son and 7 year old daughter know how or what. It does give them a kind of security. It might help for you as well.
