Having a Bad Week

@monkmano (585)
Canada
March 14, 2013 4:14am CST
I feel very stressed out, I have been coming off of clonazepam too. I went to a staff meeting today and then had to work with them for another 4 hours. I hate the people I have to work with! I hate the job but it pays more than minimum wage and I usually work at home. I have to finish a book, and a course. I feel depressed and there is no point in doing this. Tomorrow I have to tutor someone for an hour I hope it goes poorly so I just have to help him then and not continuously! Maybe I'll feel better about it tomorrow but I don't want to help people who don't understand math anymore its ridiculous! I could never be a teacher, they'd be poor company for me anyway.
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@celticeagle (168125)
• Boise, Idaho
15 Mar 13
Why are you coming off this clonazepam? Have you consulted a doctor so you are doing it correctly? It could cause you problem if you don't. If you are depressed perhaps another medication would help. You sound awfully busy and aggravated right now. Maybe some rest would help.
@monkmano (585)
• Canada
15 Mar 13
yes my doctor has is instructed me on how to come off of it, in very small intervals each week. today will be better i am going to the dog park. last night after work i just passed out! im definitely running too hard for myself, maybe someone else could handle the work school tutoring but for me I think its a bit much.
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@ctryhnny (3460)
• United States
14 Mar 13
Clonazepam is a hard med to wean yourself off of and I hope your doing it with your Dr.'s help. You hate everything and everyone because of the side effects of coming off it. If your a tutor the reason you do it is because your students don't understand whatever your teaching and that's why they need you because you do and can show them how to do it. I hope you feel better soon. At this point you should probably just stay away from people.
@monkmano (585)
• Canada
15 Mar 13
my dr is helping me, i am just going to relax today and luckily we are taking a spring break at work so i can take it easy next week! sometimes i think tutoring is not something i should be doing because i could snap especially if im feeling like this but its something i have to do because im actually good at it and need the money so, its definitely something to think about.
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
15 Mar 13
I feel that you just need a break. Go to a different place and enjoy. You must have been working too hard lately that's why it makes you feel this way.
• Indonesia
14 Mar 13
They said that we are not the only one who have bad days or bad week or bad time. Just pray that next week will be a great week for you. You have to keep up with the work if it's good money, except if you find new job that offer you the same
@Raine38 (12391)
• United States
14 Mar 13
Oh I'm sorry to hear that this week has not been that good for you. At least you can look forward for the weekends and maybe you can start to relax and just mind yourself for a while, no one to guide, to tutor or to manage. I hope next week you feel better.