I am still not able to work at the moment so the insurance company pays for me.

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The state insurance shoulders my monthly wage at the moment but the money just has not arrived yet for almost two months now. I have already written an article here once how it feels to be so broke. Now I am on it the second time around. My bank account just has 33 euros and good lord I could still use my credit card. I feel so helpless. Insurance companies keep nagging you to pay your monthly dues but when it is time for them to pay you then there are just too many steps and paperwork to do and submit to their office. I am feeling that my confidence is going really low when I don't have money on hand. I am in another country and it just drives me crazy and scared. If it was my own country then I could just go home and beg for my family members to adopt and feed me while I waiting for things to get sorted out. I still feel blessed though as compared to so many out there that is why I am trying to calm my self down and hoping that things will get better.