I feel so alone and have sighs in my heart as usual!

I think you should ask yourself that if you really want to get away and divorce or you want to stay with him and has to decide yourself. Which country are you from?

So he raped you so he wouldn't leave you? If he treats you like that, why is he so angry about getting divorced? Is he mad?

from the firsst day i could know his reality i wanted to leave him when i asked for divorce he come to beat me and put belt aroung my neck he all time says if you want divorce see in your dream i will murder you but not divorce you and he gave me force child as he was afraid if i leave him, his friedn teach him that give her child that for child she will not be able to leave you or say a word on what you do. so i really wish for divorce but becuawe he is not giving me that and now i have a kid, then i jsut pray to become widow by God.. I really wish for that, and trully that is the only way in my life.

Evil never wins. Good always wins. Devil never wins battle. God always win. It is the testing time and God will carry you in His arms. God will always there to wipe your tears.

I am sure that you are got cornored or got jamed from all the 4 sides. But now, by reading all, my blood just boiling up and if I get a chance to meet him somewhere, I will first give him a slap and then only I will talk. As you think, not all Indians are like him and believe or not, you really trapped into into the wrong person. Eveywhere there are people like him. Not only India, but everywhere. Even in your place also such people are there, but you are not aware of it. We cannot predict about a nation or a country considering a single person's nature or habit. As from your words, he is really a cruel creature and don't deserve to call as a man! But please understand you never seen the good people from India and probably didn't get a chance for the same. I am not arguing, but it is a fact. I think there are topics to come and we will discuss more in detail over there.

Well, I know that good and bad are everywhere, but what I have experienced here is that I wrote. I even have seen many times that, while of being pregnant and beaten up by him, I asked help for a scarf to cover myself in the cold winter but any indian ladies did not give me even a scarf to cover myself and I spend a cold night behind the door as he was drunk and I was afraid. I still did not see humanity here. but these sort of thing, in anothre country, at least in my country people are too much better and have so much feeling for another. even there, people are more kind to the one who is stranger and they help more and shoe more hospitality but here, it is opposite.

Good and bad is inside every people. Most probably he still might have some good that have not finished and I pray that the Good gets better of the bad inside him.

I do hope so.

Thank you for you advice but he is wilder than to understand that we can not live and we should be seperate, he is just ready to murder me by that becuaes he says you have to live with me becuase of my image in front of my friends circles.... he is from so poor culture and mind, day by day I understand more how wild people they are. if i could close my eyes for my kid, then there was no problem at all but I can not leave my child and for that I have force to live till my daugter grow up and then if till that time I am alive then I will leave him.

here in India getting divorce as an foreigner who have nobody here, is equal to run and waste money and time for whole the life... and what is wonder is to murder a one you will be in jail for seven years but if you want to divorce it is a l ong and harrasing program for life...... laws are too weak here. and some men are too wild, they murder their wife but they never divorce

Thank you. Yes, I am legally married and no, he does not have boss, he is a businessman and for that even I do not know anything about his income,, he hide it always and pays somewhere else with friends and going hotels with ladies. Well, I really wish him that whatever he take from right of me and our kid for his enjoyment, God thousand of that give him desease.

I pray that his mind changes and he gives enough money to support you and your child.

If you are in tears God will wipe your tars. I think pray that every things get well for you.

thank you.

is there any law in india ? i do not think so.

thank you so much for your advice.

I know that i have the right but who is giving me that right? he or his law less country?