What could this be?

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This feeling is foreign to me. If I am in high school or in my teen years, I'd say, this is crush. But I really don't want to label it as crush. And I definitely know there is no probability that we're going to end up together. But did you ever had that feeling when you can just stay looking at your picture together all day? It's like I've logged in and logged out a couple of times already in my facebook account just to see only picture together. It is not a crush because often, when I'm with my crush, I feel giddy all over and the pitch of my voice changes. And when I am with my crush, I carefully think of the words to say. But this past few days, when I am with him, I feel perfectly fine. I do not feel giddy, no butterflies on my stomach. I am just me. And every time he smile or do something, I'd like to capture that moment. I am sounding cheesy but it is true. I feel like every time I go home, I am looking forward to another day of spending time with him. I hate this feeling.