I wish...

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I wish I had a very nice and functional photo and video camera. I wish I could already change my laptop that is almost saying bye bye to me. I wish I had an i-phone which I loathed for years and never bought it when I had the resources. These were not wishes before. They were plans which I knew I would be able to get in just 6 months of continued working. But my health failed me. I had to go on a sick leave, not once but twice in a year. I wished to travel before and it happened. I went places and nothing can just match the feeling being in one place to the next. I was able to say that, what is money for if not used to things like this, to experience these? Then I started to go for material things. Not that I just wanted to have a nice computer, camera and phone...it is just that it is very helpful if I had them at work. I also like traveling a lot obviously and it does really help to have a good camera. I am postponing this dream of mine at the moment coz the ultimate thing that I wish for is to have a healthy body again. I am even wishing to have a child of my own already. Coz I have been single for a couple of years now, to adopt is the next best thing. I know it is difficult though. At this point in time, what is life if one is constantly in pain and not giving love to another human unconditionally? What are your immediate wishes in life or dreams?