Explaining Death to Toddlers

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My father-in-law's funeral was today. I didn't go myself. I stayed home with my (3 year old) son. I think my husband kind of wanted our son to go, thinking he needs to see Papa, and know that Papa is not coming home again and that we can't “Go find him,” like he keeps asking to do. However, after seeing how our son managed to run around like a mad man for the entire 2 hours of the visitation last night, and knowing he absolutely will not leave his Nanna in peace if he's around her, I thought it was best for him to skip the actual funeral. Eventually my husband and his mom came to the same conclusion. We did take our son to the graveside though, after the service was over and after family had visited and left at the house. We told him, “See that, that is where Papa is now.” Being 3 he didn't really seem to understand, and went running around the cemetery, setting upright all the flowers that had fallen over in the wind. It was VERY windy today. Later though he came back to the graveside where we were, and just stood there, staring at the grave for the longest (for him) time with the most serious look on his face. I wonder what was going on in his little head right then. Then the moment passed and he was running through the grave markers again, seemingly without a care in the world. As we left we told him, “We're going home now. Say goodbye to Papa” and at first he turned to the grave and said, “Bye” but when we were in the car he said the same thing he's been saying since Tuesday night. “Papa is gone. We have to go find him.” He vaguely knows what death is. After watching a character in a movie he likes die he said, "Data is dead. Papa is dead too." But he still thinks that death is somewhere we can go, somewhere we can find the person who is missing. Without saying things like, "He's in heaven" or "he's with god" or "he's with the angels now", what is the easiest way to make a toddler understand that his Grandpa is never coming home?