Weak Motivation

Why abroad ? Is there no job in your area ?

Yes, it is interesting how when you have nothing really motivating you to do things, nothing really gets done, and you find yourself sleeping more and then get restless. It is best to keep yourself motivated to where each day you push yourself to get things accomplished as well.

It may probably be weak now, but once you really feel the need to get things done, you will find it easier to pursue your dreams without any worries.

I think with you son still young and little, at least one parent should be there for him all the time. With your husband's case, why can't he start looking for a job while waiting for his diploma? HE's already got competitions: lots of newly graduates as well as those who have been out of work for quite some time and have been hunting for jobs for a while now. I also experienced applying abroad and they only require the diploma once they have hired you and start to submit your paperwork and other documentary requirements. I think your kid should be motivation enough to get you two working on your plans.

Yes, it is difficult to face your problem, but if your husband get a good job, I think it is a good idea if you stay at home for your son. Yes, he is the highest wealth on your life. Keep him as much as possible. I hope your husband get the job without diploma, I think it is possible than he do nothing during waiting his diploma. Have a nice day.