being NOT REGULAR

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Have you had that feeling where you are not meant to be "regular" but to stand out? That no matter how you try to fit in, things are not working for you? That you have an inkling that you would be somebody someday and not just anybody? I kinda have that feeling, though I'm really quite confused because I have a lot of things I want to be someday. Like I wanted to be a racer, either car racer or motorbike or cyclist. I also want to be a known creative writer - like a lot of people have read my works. I also want to become a stage performer or at least have the chance to work behind the "curtains" of a performance or better yet have the chance to direct one. It could actually be a performance in a theater or a movie. I also dream of becoming a child advocate, establishing an institution and/or foundation specially focused on incest survivors - both men and women and even children if possible. I dream also of travelling around the globe. Lastly, I dream of belonging to a family that has the same principles/viewpoint in life that I have. Too many dreams, eh? If you think I should only choose one, does that mean its not true that people have the potential to achieve all that they dream of? On the other hand, if you would say that I can do all those, is one lifetime enough for all of them? Or I'm just really confused that I get all things mixed up? Should I just ignore that feeling of me standing out in the future and try and try to be regular. Regular meaning finding a stable job, being able to buy the things I want to buy, then get married, have kids, then grow old and in the end die?