what would you do when feel stressful

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I am stressful these days, crying at night. In the small city we can not find a good salary job and have great expense every day. I dare not to spend money on clothing or delicious food. I am afraid to have my child, it will cost much more. We have to pay back the loan, and we owe money to the our relatives. We are struggling to earn more money but failed now. I don't know if it will be better in the furture, but I don't want to go through this now. I am tired enough. How to vent out this feeling? I used to be a happy girl, I am shame to live life like this now. It is too burdened.