I'm so worried about my situation now, How should I do?

I think being a full time mom will make you feel out of the society someday, because all you care about is your children and husband, and you do not own economy independence, that is not good to women. If you have chance, i suggest you to find a job to fullfill your life. Sometimes when you are totally devoted to your family and do not have career, you can not feel your personal value.As age grows this may make you feel terrible.

what kind of things do you want to do besides being a mother? do you have a support system to help you with the kids and work load of taking care of the house if you decide to pursue something? are their classes you can take or activities you can partake in while the children are in school? (if they are o that age yet) or maybe even just other mothers you can meet up with to discuss ideas.......maybe a book club when you get together a couple times a week with other full time moms. believe me, you are not the only one who feels this way...

I can really empathize with what a housewife like you have been going through cause I have a housewife mom! It's just,somewhat,a lot of monotonous works,however. And I think you can do a lot of things you are favoring of,and do not spend all of the time in doing the housewife work!

If your husband gets a high salary, you need not to work outsite. You can find other joy, like joining a health clup.