STILL TRYING TO GET BY...........POOR MAN NOW........RICH PERSON NO MORE...........

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As I sit here in this apartment I am just about to loose everything I own mostly because of one person thinking that there is some job in this world that i can do therefore i am not disabled in any way. I do not live beyond my needs, my rent is fairly inexpensive, I no longer have the energy or health to do what i have done in the past. i live on a daily basis with pain, dizziness, i walk with a limp and use a can, i have no insurance any longer and in fear of my health. for i could not survive a stroke one more time and of course my luck would be the 2 most common things for stroke are high blood pressure and stress, both of which i have massive amounts of. still striving every day for help from government funded programs that only seem to help those who do not need it. when i go to one of the offices i notice the nice clothes, new cars, laptops, fancy cell phones all of which i once had but those little things we often take for granted are actually a luxury i can not afford. i am in a few days about to be 4 months behind on my rent and because i have not filed taxes last year i can get no help. well little do they know i did not make enough money to file. as i sit here starving and wondering what the hell could go wrong next i just smile and try to tell myself i am a fighter what does not make us weak makes us strong.......ha ha ha. everyday i have to try to convince myself that this is true. you know i always have been one to help others, and one thing i have definately found out is you truely know who your friends are when you are down and out. i know no one who has money any more and i can honestly say i can count my friends on one hand.. i do not ask for handouts, but if you need something i would do everything in my power to help you regaurdless of my situation. are there any real people in this world today that are not just worried about themselves..... welll i can not seem to find very many of them at all.. sad but so true. and to people following me thanks and yes i know where my loser husband is. he is of no use to me i do not run and hide from people. i should of had my eyes open a little more when he done some of the things he done when we were married. i do the best i can do because that is the way i am i will help anyone anytime. and that will not change.