WHY BOTHER TO LEAD SOMEONE ON?

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O.k. so here is what I do not understand well there are a couple of questions I have also. You ready for this and let me tell you that it is starting to really get under my skin. did you ever feel like your alone when you with someone? in a relationship? what is the sense? or how about this one did you ever feel unwanted? by your partner? well lately i have these feelings of not being wanted and it is really starting to get to me. did you ever feel like that. Well let me say that it really sucks......... I do not for one minute understand why people use other people for whatever reasons. if you really do not want to be with someone why in the world would you stay with them. You see i am the type of person whom will say what is on their mind and i will in no way ever stop doing it. hell I am 50 years old now i just do it to see what happens. because you never know what will come from my mouth. I surprise myself sometimes...lol. Any way my friends know me that if you do not want to know what I think then by all means do not ask me. I will without a doubt tell you, do not care if you get your feelings hurt you will get over it. same thing if you do not like me well then do not come to my house. most who do not know me think i am just mean. but let me tell you what that is pretty much fine by me because basically i can not stand alot of people there are so many fake people who are trying to impress others that they seemed to have gotten lost.... i seem to have weeded out alot of people in my life in the last 3 years. not intentionally you see I had a new car, good job, money all of it so you think. then i got sick lost my car, job, husband, money and guess what all the people that went with that crap. well they were not my friends they are no longer around. why? because i have nothing behind on everything trying to find any kind of help is like a needle in the hay stack... ok i am done my point being. does not matter what you have if you are my friend you are my friend i am there for you forever. I am myself do not choose to be anyone else. so if you are one of those fake ass people who fakes being with someone for whatever reason GET A FREAKING LIFE.........ENOUGH SAID.....