WHY EVEN BOTHER ANYMORE. REALLY.....

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well as I sit here tonight broke like you could never imagine. and I really am hating life itself. I keep trying to get a little help any kind of help but every time there is something. well one place says i have to of had some type of crisis and that the crisis has to be over for them to help me in any way. brain surgery, a stroke, my husband leaving and now 4 months behind on rent about to be homeless and loose everything i worked for is not considered a crisis. alot of the others are of course out of funds to help anyone, and then one told me they could not help me because i did not make enough money last year.. HELLO IS THAT NOT WHAT POOR OR LOW INCOME MEANS. i have given up on any kind of luxuries in my life for the last 3 years and alot of the necessities also. phone, conditioner for my hair, food, you name it i do not have it. I just want a little help that is all i have been here for 8 yrs this is my home i can not even borrow money any where. what is the sense in calling yourself a charity if you can not help any one. is it a tax write off? you know I worked, paid taxes, gave many of contributions to those who were in need and i cannot find one single person out there that is willing to lend a helping hand...WHAT HAS THIS WORLD COME TO? IS THERE ANY REAL PEOPLE WHO GENUINELY CARES ABOUT OTHERS. OR HAS EVERYONE BECOME SO SELF INVOLVED? make me sick to my stomach, there are no morals, values or unfake humans left are there? well they are very few and far between I did not come up with the money for my gas or electric, i used a scapgoat to buy me a little bit of time. cheating the system so they say. i do not know where to turn or what to do. i spend countless hours on the phone begging for help with no luck. i might as well just quit.... i can't even store all my stuff anywhere. this sucks. i have just about lost faith in mankind. never thought i would see the day.... I AM JUST SAYING. LIFE IS NOT SO GRAND FOR ALL.