treated, is your own choice

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i hate those who treated me, the one who treated me of my money and the treated me of my emotion. but i have to admit that it was i who am willing to believe the lie and not smart enough to tell the right and wrong so thta easily got treated by those i know and those i dont know. i loved him, and believed what he told me, never suspected that i would be treated after his confession yesterday. i took him as a poor baby who had a bad childhood. but i should be selfish at the first place to think of my own not so good childhood then i would have think more of myself. sacrifice i sew, disappointing i got, that is all resulted from my own will to believe someone. so i dont hate him, and i told him with calm that the thing i regreted most is to think more of him than myself and my family. we are not much different in background, but i should be more selfish then. it was dream i dreamed about and i know now, not to expect too much about the future and the one together with me. of course i am disappointed and sad, i suffered a lot from this relationship, but i am also happy that it ends, ending the hell-like life, to live a life i really need.. thanks those who hurt me, it will be lesson i learned for my life..