It's all about Me and my Diary

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1.This is where I write my unforgettable moments. Since my elementary days I always have one extra notebook for every school year and that notebook i'll cover it with magazines then put decorations and name it as my Diary. Every special moments, my birthday, trips, and other fun stuffs that I don't want to forget. I always write in it whenever I feel to write and share what I feel. I treat my Diary as my older sister wherein I could freely tell all the stories I want to share. 2. Diary is my Best friend. Before I have real best friends but i'm luckless for that because every time that I treat person as my best friend there always comes a time where they betray me so I decided not to be more careful on choosing friends. This is the reason why my Diary is my best friend. My diary knows my secrets, my problems, and everything that I can't tell to anyone. 3. It's Fun and it enhance my creativity. Its fun because usually i'm the one who creates my diary and I just recycle it. Every end of my school year I compile all of the pages of my notebooks that has no writings then i'll stitch it so I can form a new notebook and i'll design it. This is where I can show how creatively i am. 4. I can freely express the true me. I'm a person that's really shy to show the true me because I don't know if they'll like or dislike me. Maybe i'm just being a negative thinker but i'm just making sure that I choose the attitude that i'm showing to the persons i'm with. And besides I still can't find myself. I'm still confuse if this is me? or i'm just pretending to be me? arggh! I really have a problem with myself and that is just one thing that me and my diary know. 5. We are One. It knows everything about me, everything about everybody. I'm talkative when it comes to my diary. I write to my diary when i'm depressed, when I don't have anyone to listen to me, when I feel that no one is with me. And right after I write what's going on my it reliefs me. I'm a person that is emotional and wants attraction but too shy to be notice. I usually have a confused mind but I want to do the right thing. I love being with my family, surrounded with my friends and to be with the persons I like. But I usually get distracted with my negative thoughts that always led my mind to be confuse on my decisions. I love to sing but I guess singing doesn't love me back.I'm just not good in everything, my mother always scold me, my sister easily get irritated with me and i'm not even an interesting person when it comes to sharing my stories. I'm lazy, careless, usually mess stuff, a crying baby and I don't have a good English grammar.I hate to be judge but I want to know what other persons think about me. Its just hard to be perfect but I know that i'm doing everything with my very best just to show everyone that I can do right things but not as perfect as what they think. Maybe others don't know the real me but I think my diary knows a lot about me. I love to express to my diary who i am because it don't mind if i'm like this and that. It doesn't mind if I keep on repeating stories that I already wrote. Maybe you're thinking i'm crazy but i'm really crazy in a way that i'm still me. This is some of the things that i'm afraid to tell to anyone but only y diary knows. Maybe you're think that writing on a diary is kinda boring, none sense or very childish thing but for me my Diary is one of the keys to my life. It has everything about my life, it knows my childhood memories and a lot of my past memories. Diaries keeps track of your life from the day you started it until to your present day. And it's fun reading what you write after a year it's like you're going back to your past and you'll not notice that your smiling because you remember those moments that already passed. I'm maybe a grown up now but I'm proud to say that until now I still love writing in my diary and i'll treasure each of my diary forever. [september 23,2013]