An Unspoken Letter

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Dear Mom and Dad, I know I'm not good enough to be your daughter, I spend most of my time outside and when I'm home, I'll just finish my school stuffs while busy doing things on my phone. Perhaps because there are times when I feel lonely inside the house. Being an only child has its perks but most of the times I do feel its disadvantages. I merely feel happy and full when I'm outside, perhaps because I have someone to talk to, having the same interests with me. It makes me feel better and pushes my stress out. I usually crumples my face when you're pushing me to do house works when I'm finishing my school works. Sometimes I just feel so tired and yet I'm thinking why do I need to do the house works, and a sudden idea will pop out of my mind- I'm your only child. Who would do those things aside from me right? Besides, all of us are tired. You are because of your work. I am because of the school. But I forgot, working 8 hours a day or even more is a much difficult task than studying. I'm sorry. I don't usually answer your questions when you're mad, please bear me with that. But not because I'm not answering means that I don't care at all. Not because I'm wearing a blank expression means that I don't mind if you're mad or not. I'm just trying not to worsen the situation because I know that when I speak, we'll have a longer argument and deeper misunderstanding. I'm trying not to argue with you because I know that it'll stress you out. I'd prefer you to misunderstand me than to hurt your ego because of my attitude. I am expressive towards you but not with this matter. I'm thinking if this is reasonable enough for you to understand me. I guess I have my point and I surely have my mistakes too. But whatever it may be, I thank you for still patiently raising me up until when you can. I love you.