Conjuring Life

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"Conjuring Life" do you have idea why this is the title of my blog?? its because i can describe my life to a hit horror movie that my life is full of terror, shocking experience and horrifying decisions.. Being funny is the normal expression I show to public but behind that there was an emotional experience in myself that others don't know about me..There was a time that comes to my mind to do suicide why? because of all my stupid mistakes..sometimes other persons called me clumsy,feeble minded and selfish, I'm disappoint and pitiful to myself, i want literally to break my leg because of my feeble feet.there was a time that i talk myself at the side of my room, sometimes i throw all of my clothes outside of the cabinet and put it inside my bag and my plan is to flee the house immediately but i didnt continue this plan because no sense if i flee the house so i choose to stay. Mistakes is an error or fault resulting from defective judgment, deficient knowledge, or carelessness of a person..example in my experience in school i report in class but i tell you honestly i don't like to report or making a discussion in front of the class because i have a phobia in talking in front of others because i'm shy..so whenever i report in front,i nervous,my hands was so cold and my teeth is grinding..so when i speak to them, choppy sentences i use..after i report i feel pity to myself because i cannot give my effort to discuss them understandable. After all of my experience,I think in doing mistakes sometimes you feel ashamed but you should be more tough you should trust all of your works because no problem if you share your own ideas in front of others. The Moral Lesson in this is to trust your works and don't be shy in front of others because in being shy you actually put away the things that makes you successful..