I Just Want To Be Passionate Like Coral Jewelry

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When I was in school, my classmates always considered me as indifferent. They said that I was so indifferent like I was not born in this world! They also said that when I got into the society, I should change. Now, I am in the society, and sometimes I think I should change, and I should be passionate like coral jewelry. Well, like red coral jewelry, it can always show us its passion, and somehow this kind of coral jewelry cheers me up, and I make a decision that I must change, change like coral jewelry. Everybody who knows me now considers me as passionate. But they just do not know that before this, I am so indifferent. I just wanted to do my own things, I did not care other people and other things; I just studied and studied; I did not talk much or hung out with my friends; actually, I did not have many friends; I liked to be alone and I enjoyed it! Now, everything changes on surface. I pretend that I am passionate; I pretend that I like everyone around me; I pretend that I have many words to say; I pretend that I care everything and everyone. But deep down in my heart, I just hate the new me; I just hate that I pretend everything is fine; I just hate that I pretend love and care everything and everyone; I just hate that I smile so much; I just hate that I must say so many words that I even don’t want to say; I just hate that I must wholesale coral jewelry to learn how to be passionate; I just hate that others think I am really passionate; I just hate that I must pretend so much until I get tired; I just hate to pretend! Now, I know that wearing a coral necklace does not represent that I am passionate. I just smile before others, and always cry when I am alone. I know that it is not right to do that, but I just can help it! I love this world, I love my country, I love this society, but I just not like the new me! I hate myself when I am pretending. Although I know it is the right thing to do, but I just hate it, hate it so much! aypearl.com