When I was Young

Manila, Philippines
October 10, 2013 6:46am CST
When I was young I dreamed to become a tv personality, actress, model and a singer-dancer because at that time I have 101% confidence and i'm not shy to face people and I love to perform in front of a crowd. My mother always tell me that I have so many dreams for myself and for them. She said that when I grow up I will buy them houses , cars, many clothes and a lot of food. I'm a jolly and chubby when I was little I don't know what happen now. Another story from my mother when i'm 1 yrs.old I tried to stand on my own and I did it but unfortunately I fell down and broke my right arm because i'm so fat and the impact was strong. When I reached 4 yrs. old my parents enrolled me and i'm really excited that every day I want to wear my school uniform and carry my bag everywhere. But I started hating school when some students started noticing me and play pranks with me but I just ignore them and make happy moments with the people that loves me. I remember before I become grade 1 and it was summer, my father bought a multiplication table and post it somewhere in our house. I thought it was a display but he let me memorize it for 1 week and every end of the week he wants me to be perfect in every activities he will give me. At first I hated it but when I get along with the numbers I started loving them and the math subject. When I was young I love to draw my parents always buy me drawing books and I always join in poster making contest in our school but now I notice that i'm not that good in drawing but the fact that my parents our so proud of me it let me strive harder to draw in a good way. I have 5 drawing books and 1 notebook that is full of my drawings of clothes. Becoming a fashion designer is one of my passion before and until now but what they want for me is to graduate as an accountant and after that they told me I can pursue all of my dreams and get the course that I really want. I wish I could go back in the time when I was still in that age where I don't need to think about the future and all I just need to do is study and be happy with everything. Before you only feel pain when you got wounds because of being clumpy but now you will encounter pain in a deeper way that make you really want to go back when you're still a child. Remembering everything in the past is really fun but we need to face the fact that the past is gone and we need to be strong for facing the present and our future.
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