a man has to go through a feeling called lonely

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long time not to write something because of my busy college life ...at first ,l beg ur forgiveness for my bad English ....today is the first day of two-day weekend ,it rains outside.we tend to be more calm more dull or even more sad with the sound of the rain and the dim light without anyone to accompany with...in fact ,l can give someone a call or go to someplaces to visit ..but l won't,one person should squeeze time to think, to play, to write,to read,only for herself(himself)... everybody would has a feeling like this :l have many friends ,but when l feel upset feel lonely feel bored,l don't want to find anyone to accompany ,l prefer to “enjoy " the tough time by myself........there is a lyric said:"the older u are ,the more lonely u are .”with time gose by,we grow up day by day ,we have more things, more feelings to think about .money,power,position ,face and so on .these always stop our ture feelings to express..what a pity ,but no one can stop .this is just a tendency ...l feel tired to see this happen ,gradually, l am afraid that l will a person like this ... Having been betryed again and again,l really wonder if there is a person l can express my ture feelings completely...please tell me ,shall l be honest and kind continuing with this unture sociology around me ..(don't say that l am too pessimitic please) thanks for your advice .