I Think I Have Made A Big Mistake

@isavior (102)
United Kingdom
November 9, 2013 11:15am CST
I know that I can't be without mate for 10 second , before I lose my mind . do I have to be with someone all the time? not true. spend most of the time trying to be liked by everybody. do what I think everybody will likes me to do. what a fool I have been all these years. I don’t like to be stupid and I have done it several time . why in the world i have justify hang in my bu..t out over the cluft for most of them I never know. i will get what i deserve I'm sure of that . I'm stupid ignorant dumb-a..s I have never change my life since High school. I don’t want to go to collage . I spent most of the time trying keep from going to collage. the only reason I got to collage is because I like her and I like party isn’t that the truth I found that is exactly the truth. What is the truth? “Each of us lives... dependent and bound by our individual knowledge and our awareness. All that is what we call reality. However both knowledge and awareness are equivocal. One's reality might be anothers illusion. We all live inside our own fantasies.” ha i had it with them. i hope god have mercy And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell. Matthew 5:30 the whole body should go to hell.
2 responses
Bluedoll
@Bluedoll (16773)
• Canada
9 Nov 13
We are human but we have forgiveness from God as we forgive others even our self. I think there is much mercy. Each of has a life to live and we all make mistakes and capable of making even more. We each get a choice.
maan D william
@isavior (102)
• United Kingdom
10 Nov 13
I think I'm too weak to act on my believe, that is a practical different not a moral one . It is not so easy when you have to do it yourself.
Bluedoll
@Bluedoll (16773)
• Canada
11 Nov 13
@isavior I am not sure on what you will act? If you do not act that is also an action of sorts? I think you are not required to act unless you want to and on what you act on is your choice. Anything good would be a pleasure anything bad would only bring hardships later on. I agree with you there is always more power with others of the same mind as us.
maan D william
@isavior (102)
• United Kingdom
11 Nov 13
@Bluedoll I'm bad, and that's good. I will never be good, and that's not bad. There's no one i'd rather be... than me. Wreck-It Ralph (2012)
Uncle Jay, Finding More Value in Your Machine
@mythociate (21432)
• Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
10 Nov 13
Amen, Cousin! (weird how 'brothers' and 'sisters' don't have a cool-sounding non-gender name like that ... "Sibling" just doesn't sound like---something you'd call a brother or sister) Read Ecclesiastes, the book of the Bible in which King Solomon tells us how it really is (you can almost ignore Proverbs ... sure, Proverbs is good stuff when you're really livin`; but Ecclesiastes is the solution to all the thoughts you have when you're resting & you start thinking, 'what's it all for?' (The answer: 'vanity of vanities; life is vanity!' ... but you'll want to read to the end to get the final solution.)