Love

I know what you mean. Being in love, it 'pains' you that you cannot be near to the one you love---that you cannot fly to them &/or fly them to you and/or fly away together. I hate the pain, why do I DARE it to inflict me again? Because MENTIONING my personal view on it actually encourages the pain to try me again My personal view---my wings were paralyzed about a decade-and-a-half ago, so you would THINK I've developed a "callus" to the pain of being unable to 'fly' ('flight' being simply 'automotive transportation,' not any other 'relationship function') ---that I've seen enough 'possible loves' come-&-go to face the fear of losing another without wavering (maybe brushing-off the broken heart with 'let them go: if they're meant to be, they'll return; if they don't return, they were never yours in the first place.') 'Faith in God' is my only assurance that this 'possible love' will remain mine. That SHOULD be enough, but even Saint Peter--with Jesus Christ RIGHT THERE standing on the water holding out His hand--fell into the water when focus shifted away from the Kingdom-Faith & back to the Situation.

How love hurts? love is happiness. being alone hurts worse than pain.

I also miss my beloved one.Sometimes I cry without any reason :(