quit my job

Thank you so much for suggestions. Actually, I found I'am in the state of self-contradiction now. on the one hand, I don't know how to refuse others as I don't want to hurt them and let them feel upset; on the other hand, I'm so eager to change the current state of my life.

@Lazylady Hi, I understand your situation at the moment.But you should make choice between them.Otherwise, you will be confused with how to plan your career in the future.Like me,you hesitate to refuse others for long-term emotion from colleages, friends,etc.But you will hurt yourselves if continue to stay in this situation.You will become lack of confidence finally.It is time that you should take courage to change your life if necessary.

@Lazylady Hi, Linda.Thank you for your remark and your person expeience sharing with me.And you are my good friend now.Firstly, I like to make freinds with you at the moment.It is right to express worry on your ideal career as an English teacher in the future because your major is Chinese instead of English.But I think you can change this siuation in the future. As for me, my career at present is English customer service.So I will try to pass the test of teacher's qualification test in the future.So I could get an opportunity of trail for English lesson as an English teacher.For you, you can try to become a tutor as part-time job to teach your student as a try to fulfil your goals Hope you like and agree with my view