Isn't this ever going to end?

Kharagpur, India
February 6, 2014 5:41am CST
Had the same dream again. I don't understand if this is ever going to end at all. There's nothing left for me in that road, yet I can't help looking back. Why is it so, even after I try so hard? It's been three years now. I know everyone is happy now, as everything is happening just as it should be, and it's the best for all. I just hope God hadn't performed this awful experiment on me. God, if u can hear me right now, I need strength. I have yet to witness many things. I need a heart of steel. Please, can u make me that strong? I have my whole life ahead, and I want to walk the rest of the road by actually smiling and not faking smiles all the time. I know its all good now. I thank God for that. You have done what I had wished for, prayed for. But I forgot to ask you to take care of me after that. Can you please do that? It's paining awfully deep in there somewhere....
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• Patna, India
7 Feb 14
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• Kolkata, India
7 Feb 14
Brother the thing is that what ever you do to forget those old memories, memories don't get lost specially those moments which were close to the heart. I don't say One can never forget the things, but the thing is that what ever you do to fill the wound the mark remains there which reminds of that particular wound....................
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• Shenzhen, China
9 Feb 14
the sunshine comes after rainstorm
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• Guangzhou, China
8 Feb 14
Let it go.
• Johannesburg, South Africa
8 Feb 14
The best way to make a DREAM come true, is to WAKE UP