my success will come ?

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i like dreaming and i always think i will do something big ! looking back the 20 years ,i took a lot of time to make my dream come true :studying in a good college and being admitted to a famous graduate school . But why do my dream often come not easy ? This year the graduate record examination almost killed me . when i open the web to check my scores ,i want to die . do you know how bad you put all your heart on one thing but it failed in the end ! my best friend sent his good result to me and wished good news on me ! i still can remember that day we cry like a child . he said to the sky :God ,plz dont treat me like this . we should have admitted at the same time . we talked a long time .... do you know how hurt a guy he cant drink wine to froget cause his body is not good .he just want to be drunk for the time being then he can fall asleep ! do you know how bad a guy he want to leave for a while to relax from the city ,but he cant ,he family need him cause he is man! i dont know what will be like in the forthcoming future when his best friend graduate from school while he work a long time without soul . can he be success ?