Why my dad always so mean to family?

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People always say that good men deserve good thing. But in reality, bad guys live better lives, they abuse family members by all the methods they invent. Cursing, fighting, wasting money, holding financial source... They willing to be generous to people outside and not willing to be a liable men to family, even play a little nice. I admit I am done with that miserable life, thanks for him, our family reputation is so bad in living area. The bad influence happen in my career and married problem. I am still single and hunting jobs. I just want to stop fighting with family member, why my dad always so mean? Cheating with other women and beat my mom when go home. He is not my dad, he is monster, I used to love him, but now , only hate left. He want us die, I want him too, if he is gone, our world will become bright and warm. I think all I need to do is keep mom and myself stay clam, do what I need to do, first of all, find a job, if the job is not so easy to get, study some skill at home. Don't let the monster break me down, he broke my heart, I need to be strong. I believe I will be strong enough to leave him, and revenge, I am not so weak, he will be regret and sorry about what he do to us today.