Feeling of getting dumped by your crush

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Today after so many years i somehow managed to express my feelings to my school crush, when i went to her and before i could have said anything my heart started very fast, i started deep breathing naturally and then suddenly i managed to tell her that "I Love You" and was waiting for the moment when she will say yes and I will start enjoying because i have imagined that moment in my life many a times i.e. what i will do once she will say yes, but she refused saying that she don't believe in relationship. She didn't thought about it a bit before refusing and i was planning to be with you for last so many years and now i regret. Perhaps i just ave told it to her some years back and so this disappointment feeling would have been over by now. I don''t know why this happened with me, I love her from the bottom of my heart, i just want to share my everything with her and be with her in every moment of her life and she didn't even knows about it. I told it to her but couldn't explained it to her.