Death Day
@Kazemononoke (248)
United States
November 24, 2015 11:21am CST
I actually missed my mother's death day yesterday. I was just so busy that I forgot. I feel ashamed. I feel the pain again. I know I am healing, but it wasn't easy coming home from a deployment to lose my mother right before Thanksgiving.
I want to just be alone and eat my feelings. Ice cream. Fries. Burgers. I know it is wrong. Lucky for me I guess that I am currently broke and can't afford it anyway.
One more day where she isn't here. It isn't fair.
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@Jessicalynnt (50523)
• Centralia, Missouri
24 Nov 15
honestly forgetting the day by a bit is a sign of healing, don't feel guilty mourn whenever you need to do so
