The Finals

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The Finals is the most awaited and the final of all the finals.. The final exams are coming and I'm already shaking because I don't think that I can do it all. I always telling to myself that I can do this, I can do that, but when the results came out.... I'm going to die. In quizzes, I'm really really disappointed to myself because I'm always expecting to get a higher grades (SPECIFICALLY IN MATH). It's hard to accept that I wasn't given the brain that I wanted. I envy the most of my classmates because some of them are happy and contented with what they've got when the results came. Sometimes, I just really want to shift into a course where it has no math, no solving, no problems, no finding of x's, y's. Anything that is related to MATH :( I'm just really sad that they are in their half way through the success while there is me, still coping up onto something that I can't understand whether I solve and solve and solve it until I give up. Some of them telling me that I should study hard and just believe in myself. Yes, I always bear those sayings from them in my mind. We are just starting and warming up, I should be used of being in the hard times because, if now that I'm already giving up with my course, what more if we already reached our 2nd and 3rd year. So, as a remedy, I don't find any distractions and bad influences that can affect in my thinking. I'm thinking of positive ways that could make me think of less worries and problems. Less things that could make my mood discouraged again. Always fight and don't give up because God has plans for me that might make me better in future! :)