The Feeling that I can't still moved on to my late ex Girlfriend

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It is really hard to moved on to that girl named Jaydee Lista Visaya. This is my only topic because she is the person or my girlfriend that I can't forget until my breath last. She was my everything back then. she was my crush since we were just kids. It's been a heartbreaking news when they said that she died. I was confused and not on myself. The first time that i've wanted to visit her at Bicutan Taguig was last 3 years ago. I always comeback at that place weekly. I just expect that we could meet even if we don't have communication. no cell number, no facebook, nothing at all. i just expect that we can just see accidentally but we didn't meet on that place. we just meet on Taguig when she was a dead body. I cry the whole day on the venue, until i get home, i cried and i cried because all of my hopes were vanished in a single incident. all of my dreams for us is all gone. I thought that she will be the girl that I'll take care of until the last breath of our life but i'm wrong. I feel sorry for my self because I loved her so much. Life is so cruel. When you know that forever will exist, fate seperates that both of you.