I could die but I won't!
By GreatMartin
@GreatMartin (23671)
Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
December 10, 2015 9:34pm CST
Do you ever think of death? Your death?
(Oh, the drama!) :o)
Wednesday morning I go to Broward General hospital for outpatient surgery--I think there are 4 different procedures--and I will be put 'under'. Due to having had congestive heart failure, having arterial defibrillation, having to cut out my coumindin, having a 70% blockage carotid neck artery and blockage in my leg, with being put 'under' there is a slight, VERY slight, chance I could die on the table.
Considering that EVERY day since December 30, 1999 has been an added day to my life the prospect of death, (and being prepared for it), I am not worried/frightened by the possibility. All my papers are in order and considering all my heirs will inherit are my debts and going through my 'stuff'' it would/will be a very easy transaction for all.
Sure there are things I still want to do--I have a big birthday coming up--my Leap Year birthday is Monday February 29, 2016 and I will be 20!!-but all in all I've had a good, interesting life and have done mostly what I wanted to do and met fascinating (good and bad) people along the way.
Do I want to die? No. Am I enjoying the 'drama' I am creating? You bet I am! I just wish I knew if I will die Wednesday--if so I would go out and eat ALL my favorite foods on Tuesday! Then again if I live after the procedures I can do that eating Thursday! :o
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@Namelesss (3365)
• United States
11 Dec 15
LMMO, you old curmudgeon, you aren't going anywhere and you know it. Only the good die young you know. 
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@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
Are you saying I'm not good??? To quote Mae West "When I am good I am good but when I am bad I am better!"
@Namelesss (3365)
• United States
12 Dec 15
@GreatMartin LOL, yeah but she swung from both hips.
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@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
13 Dec 15
@Namelesss If I answered that with what I want to say we would both get kicked out of here so I won't say it!!
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@PainsOnSlate (21852)
• Canada
28 Dec 15
Well we will miss you if you go....it's something all of us think about the older we get, our papers are in order and the kids will be fine without us, life will go on but I'm not ready to go so watch out world, I'm still kicking
And am so glad you are too. Will send you healthy vibes on Wed.
And am so glad you are too. Will send you healthy vibes on Wed.1 person likes this
@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
29 Dec 15
Very simply, I have no intention of going!
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@inertia4 (27960)
• United States
12 Dec 15
I don't think anyone wants to die. It is an unknown, so people seem to shy away from it. but it will happen in it's own time to each and everyone of us. In your case, you are not going anywhere. Believe me. Everyone that goes under an operation has a slight risk of dying. Life itself is a risk. You will be fine. You are one tough person, you will pull through with flying colors. And you will be back here telling all of us about it.
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@inertia4 (27960)
• United States
12 Dec 15
@GreatMartin I hear you. And I know you will be fine. Good luck anyway. Talk to you after your surgery.
@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
Oh I'm not worried--still have too many things to do!!
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@simone10 (54187)
• Louisville, Kentucky
17 Dec 15
@GreatMartin Yeah, right! You never slow down so I know that isn't right.
@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
I just needed some rest before the holidays!! 
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@jillybean1222 (6407)
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14 Dec 15
I sure hope that all goes well & that we see you back here soon.
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@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
14 Dec 15
Oh no problem--I'll be posting on Wednesday--no doctor is going to stop me!!!
@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
Oh I'll eat my favorites before and after--this hospital has a gourmet menu!!
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@JudyEv (342110)
• Rockingham, Australia
12 Dec 15
@GreatMartin It's bad enough being in hospital without the food being average. Hospital catering seems to have improved overall I think.
@celticeagle (168256)
• Boise, Idaho
11 Dec 15
I remember back in the 70's when I had several female surgeries. Each time my doc would have this discussion with me about how serious any surgery was. That I could die. Okay. Talk about paranoia. Now they don't do that thank goodness. I would probably do the same as you if I knew. It is even the not knowing that might end up killing me. Good luck to you!
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@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
Oh I'll be fine--have to get the invitations ready for my big Leap Year party!!
@scheng1 (24649)
• Singapore
11 Dec 15
I think the doctors and nurses are more nervous than you when they want to operate on you.
If you die, they will have to bear the responsibility and guilt for the rest of their lives, and you probably already in heaven drinking coffee, and flying about.
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@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
Oh I'm not worried--plus it might give me a few more points with Santa!!
@arthurchappell (44998)
• Preston, England
11 Dec 15
I certainly hope you don't die and of course we all have to go sooner or later, preferably later - good luck with the procedures
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@LeaPea2417 (37379)
• Toccoa, Georgia
4 Mar 16
I hope your surgeries went well and your Leap Day Birthday was nice.
@everloving (439)
• Chennai, India
11 Dec 15
You are going to come back ever younger with much more appetite for food.
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@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
12 Dec 15
If I have more of an appetite for food I won't have time for anything else!!
