My Heart Was Heavy This Christmas

Meisha
@sgbrown (1638)
United States
December 28, 2015 7:05am CST
This Christmas was full of emotion, thankfulness and sadness. I was thankful that our daughter and grand-daughter were here with us and healthy as our daughter was in a horrible car accident just before Christmas last year and was nearly killed. I am thankful that she has recovered and is healthy and happy. Two days before Christmas this year, we had to have one of our dogs laid to rest. Meisha, was our Siberian husky and had aged and become very ill. She was around 12 years old and had canine diabetes and cancer. She is being greatly missed! I hate it when bad things happen around Christmas time! I just thank God that my human family is all healthy and they were all here to spend Christmas with us.
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@LadyDuck (472082)
• Switzerland
28 Dec 15
I am sorry for your Husky. I agree it's terrible when bad things happen around Christmas.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
28 Dec 15
Thank you, @Anna Christmas should be all about joy and happiness. There should be a "law" that bad things cannot happen around Christmas!
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@Marcyaz (35316)
• United States
28 Dec 15
It is not good when bad things happen around the Holidays. @LadyDuck
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@LadyDuck (472082)
• Switzerland
28 Dec 15
@sgbrown You are right, but bad things seem to happen right on the festive days.
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@PainsOnSlate (21852)
• Canada
28 Dec 15
I'm so sorry about your dog, I know how close to your heart she was. They are a big part of the family and missed when gone. Glad to hear your daughter recovered well.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
28 Dec 15
Thank you so much, @PainsOnSlate She was very close to our hearts and we miss her so much. Sadie, our lab, is missing her too. It's sad to watch as Sadie looks for her. Our daughter has recovered very well, but as with any major injury, she has her moments of pain. We are just so very thankful that she is alive and has no major after affects! You are very kind, Marilyn, thank you!
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@Marcyaz (35316)
• United States
28 Dec 15
So sorry you had to lose Meisha at this time of year. It is awful when these things around the Holidays.
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@Marcyaz (35316)
• United States
31 Dec 15
@sgbrown Your Welcome it is hard to lose a pet but even more so around the Holidays. Have a Very Happy New Year with your family around you.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Thank you, @Marcyaz It is always hard to lose a pet, but around Christmas seems to be a little harder. I hope you have a safe and Happy New Year!
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@jaboUK (64354)
• United Kingdom
29 Dec 15
Oh Sheila, I'm so sorry - our animals are part of the family and we feel desolate when we lose them, no matter what time of year it is. However it seems especially worse when it happens at Christmas. Thinking of you.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
29 Dec 15
Thank you so much, @jaboUK Yes, Meisha was a big part of our family and we are missing her greatly, but she is happy and no longer in pain now, so that is making it a bit easier to deal with. It is bad when it happens at Christmas as we will think about it every Christmas now.
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@simone10 (54187)
• Louisville, Kentucky
31 Dec 15
I am so very sorry for you loss. I know what it feels like to have to make that decision as we had to do the same thing back in March. She was a very beautiful dog. I've never seen those colors before.
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@simone10 (54187)
• Louisville, Kentucky
5 Jan 16
@sgbrown How sad but happy too that she found a home with you.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Thank you, @simone10 I'm sorry you had to do the same thing, it is a very difficult decision to make. She was a beautiful dog. She was a rescue, our daughter brought her home one evening after talking the owners into giving her up. She had been chained up since she was young and we didn't really know how old she was.
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@fishtiger58 (29820)
• Momence, Illinois
28 Dec 15
I'm so very sorry for your loss.
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@fishtiger58 (29820)
• Momence, Illinois
28 Dec 15
@sgbrown That's the important part of all this.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
28 Dec 15
@fishtiger58 Yes, that is the only thing that brings me any peace with losing her.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
28 Dec 15
Thank you, @fishtiger58 We miss her terribly, but at least we know that she is not suffering any longer.
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@kaka135 (14931)
• Malaysia
29 Dec 15
Glad to hear your daughter has recovered and you had great time with her and your grand-daughter. Sorry to hear about your husky, she is very beautiful. I told my son our dog has gone back to heaven and became angel again, and she will always be there watching and protecting us. She is now living happily with her other angel friends as well.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Thank you, @kaka135 I really like what you told your son about his dog that passed. I am going tell Jazzy that the next time she talks about Meisha.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
5 Jan 16
@kaka135 Thank you, Lee! I am feeling better. Our 4 year old granddaughter was here on Saturday as was asking about Meisha. I used the "core" of your story and made the rest up as I went, but I think it made her feel better.
@kevin1877uk (36988)
2 Jan 16
I'm sorry to hear about your dog, thats is hard.
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@kevin1877uk (36988)
5 Jan 16
@sgbrown True they do, they are the part of the family and it's sad when they are gone.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
5 Jan 16
Thank you @kevin1877 Our pets become a part of our family and it is like losing a best friend. We will always remember her with love.
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@marlina (154131)
• Canada
28 Dec 15
Sorry for the loss of your beloved dog.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
28 Dec 15
Thank you, @marlina We are missing her so much, but she is not suffering anymore.
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@vickyrose (2235)
• Cooma, Australia
29 Dec 15
That's quite sad, you are left with great memories of him. What a handsome husky, your Meisha.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
29 Dec 15
Thank you, @rosyrose I appreciate your kindness.
@JudyEv (342112)
• Rockingham, Australia
6 Jan 16
That is very sad. I'm sorry you've lost Meisha. It must have left a hole in your family.
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@JudyEv (342112)
• Rockingham, Australia
6 Jan 16
@sgbrown I think it is the last kind thing owners can do for their pets. It's a pity we can't ease the last days of our loved ones are terminally ill and in pain.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
7 Jan 16
@JudyEv I agree, Judy.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
6 Jan 16
Thank you, @JudyEv Yes, it has left a hole in our hearts. I still catch myself expecting to see her greet us when we come home. But I feel better when I realize that she is not longer feeling sick and in pain.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
28 Dec 15
@sgbrown it is painful to lose a pet especially when you have to put them down. You did the best for her, she is no longer in pain. I am so sorry for your loss.
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@HazySue (39268)
• Gouverneur, New York
31 Dec 15
@sgbrown I had to put down a dog a few years ago and I still feel the pain of it. They are like children to most of us.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
7 Jan 16
@HazySue Yes, they become such a big part of our lives, it was a very hard thing to do, but I couldn't let her be in pain any longer. The vet said it would only get worse. I cried so hard when I told her good bye.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Thank you, @HazySue Yes, the hardest part was making that decision and telling her "goodbye". I know it was the best thing for her, but it was still so hard to do!
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@trivia79 (7828)
• El Segundo, California
29 Dec 15
That feeling when your pets are also part of your family. They eat together with you, they sleep in your same bed and even relieve stress from you. Their memories will live forever.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Yes, @trivia79 She was always there to greet us when we came home and of course got a little treat of scraps after our meals. She didn't sleep with us, but she used to sleep beside the bed. We will always have fond memories of her!
@Scindhia (1906)
• India
29 Dec 15
Meisha is peaceful now. May god give you the strength to overcome tough times.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Thank you so much, @Scindhia Yes, she is happy now and not in pain. I am thankful for that.
@jstory07 (139974)
• Roseburg, Oregon
28 Dec 15
snow,
I am sorry for your loss and am glad your daughter is ok now.
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
31 Dec 15
Thank you, Judy! I hope you have a safe and Happy New Year!
@paigea (36315)
• Canada
28 Dec 15
I am sorry for the loss of your pet. What a beauty!
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@sgbrown (1638)
• United States
29 Dec 15
Thank you for your kindness, @paigea She was a beauty! We will be greatly missed around here.
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