No Regrets

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After more than 13 years working, I decided to be a full time working student, a wife and a mother. Then after another 3 years, I resigned from my job as QA team leader and focused with my studies and kids. I have graduated honors and said, I have to have my work again before my graduation...and I did it. I graduated while working as an application support engineer. However, after 2 months, I realized that I really want my previous nature of work so I resigned and again had another job as QC head in less than 2 weeks. Things went well but I still want more. I really want to experience working abroad to earn more and help my brothers and sisters financially. So I resigned after 2 months and tried my luck abroad. Two weeks after, my husband begged and made me go back to them saying, "I love you. I cannot live without you by my side. We need you more than anything else. Come back to us"...That made me cry somehow for so many things in mind - Love, family, goals, but what struck and made me realized most was contentment. Yes, a lot of people say it's too regretful for me starting when I have resigned from my first ever job. I even let go a chance for a higher position when I became a QC head. I spend a lot of money going abroad but came back nothing..etc. But deep in my heart and mind right now, my whole body system says it's not! There is just one thing I have realized since then - that I am with God who is Loving and so Knowing and Giving! He really knows my heart and gave me and let me experience all that I hope for in life. He made me realized how much my family worth is for me, how I really wanted to send love for my husband and kids rather than sending them a lot of money and chocolates, how to be contented and grow with what I have...and how to give thanks to Him who guides me through my journeys. And this makes me no regrets at all!