Freedom-hard to get

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Sometimes I feel like leaving everything behind, going to forest, residing there , touching the green trees , feeling their existence, developing some connection with them, cuddling the animals , snuggling up to them, uncovering myself, pouring them down with uninterrupted love and emotion, having great fun...but...but its all in my dream, my fantasy , my distraction to escape from this Complicated Reality, I think achieving this Rainbow colored Dream is a great deal whenever i think of it the first thing that pinches me my responsibilities , my duties towards my parents and my pet. My parents went through so much hardships , still they are facing some, i'm one of the strong shoulder for them, they can depend upon me, never think of myself without them, always on my toes to securing their lives, protecting them from bad, trying to cover up them with all ease and happiness, but what i can't do providing some ease to my mind , it is getting chained with everything from duties to daily hassles, getting painful burden to myself, feeling like erasing everything from it , making it blank sheet, wishing to forgetting all duties but never happens, I close my eyes and only thelist of responsibilities appears.