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I described for you guys at the end of last year a rough time for me after I had my heart broke. Well i'm back with a news update. I seen my heartbreaker after four months without words. As much as I had finally put my heart back together, I needed closure. I manage to hold a conversation with him with no anger just casual conversation. I asked him why, and surprisingly I got something I was not expecting.....An apology. I felt good, I felt finally I conveyed to him how he made me feel; but for some reason I just didn't fully believe him. Well I'm not in his heart or mind so I had to take it at face value. We exchanged numbers again, I guess I was hoping to possibly forgive and maybe be friends, or maybe subconsciously I still wanted to see if the feelings he said were real, really were real. But I quickly found out I was not attracted to him any longer. I think I still felt pain and disappointment and just could not bring myself to trust him even as a friend. I'm happy to say I do not talk or think about rekindling anything any longer. Was a long road to recovery but I am over my addiction to him. I did have a moment of get back lol stay tune for the future post on that.