I dreamed of my Mom

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For 2 days now, I've been dreaming about my mom. She died of breast cancer almost six years ago. The first dream I got was colored and I feel like I don't wanna wake up. And the whole scene is still clear on my mind. I wrote the whole story on notepad so in case I'll be needing it in the future. The scenario is, we're trap in the middle of gunfight and the jeepney (common public transport in philippines) we're riding stucked. However, good thing cops came and sum of the gang men were arrested. Then we went home. The house is the same as the house we used to live in. I can remember a lot of memories while I was walking inside, so nostalgic. A lot of reminiscing happened, but to end the story, she kissed me good bye. And that kissed, I felt it. I have that thought that I don't want to let her go. But of course she have to. Then after awhile I woke up. Then last night, I dreamed about her again. But it's kinda creepy and weird. We're in the middle of somewhere, I don't know what it is, but she asked me to eat a human legs and feet for survival. She brought me pair of legs and feet for me to wash so she could cook. It was really disgusting. I can't do it even on my dreams. I'm hesitant to wash it but I have to. I can still remember cutting the feet from the legs. My stomach turns everytime I think of that. So vivid. I ended up trying to eat it, while crying. And she's telling me about survival but I don't understand. I don't know how my dream ended. I just woke up and felt tired. I'm not a dreamer. Most of the time, when I dream, it means something. But right now, for two days, it seems like she's trying to tell me something. Or my dream is telling me something. How I hope its not negative.