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Depression is like drowning while watching everyone else breathe... I never knew how true that quote was until tonight at 5:45am (right now, as I am typing) I wanted to apologize and explain something... I'm sorry for a majority of my work being depressing, I know it's not the most fun thing to read, but it's real. I haven't been in a good mental state in a while, writing has always been my coping method so it effects it variously. I speak from a general point, but enough to release personal angst. I don't want apologies, or pity, just please hang in there with me while I get my cards in order. Things are bit confusing right now, and I'm still trying to unclutter my mind, writing and getting to talk to you guys has helped tremendously, but there's still an emptiness inside that I'm trying to figure out. I will try to write more intriguing things for everyone, but bare with me if it's the usual... Things will get better and I'll be brighter, but it is a journey to find that brighter place and if you're willing to walk along side of me, I would highly appreciate it. I am very glad that you all have enjoyed what I have written, but I just wanted to apologize about it being constant, and assure you things will change...I just need to find myself again... I love you guys, and I hope you have a great day.