Green Is Not Your Best Color
By cassandra
@Castlerock34 (2259)
Minneapolis, Minnesota
May 25, 2016 11:09am CST
I would describe my color to be very green today, I have been sitting in envy and it kinda depresses me.
I look at pictures of these beautiful, rich, well known celebrities or reality personalities and I wonder what it must be like to be them. How wonderful it must be to have everything at your finger tips and travel the world and not have to worry about your dwindling bank account.
This is not a healthy way of thinking but from time to time I run across a picture of someone beautiful and I fixate on her and her life in her pictures. I think to myself, "wow it must be rough to be you."
I wish I could made something like that out of my life but I guess I was born in the wrong state and to the wrong parents.
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@quantum2020 (12041)
• Ciudad De Mexico, Mexico
25 May 16
Where would you rather be if not in Minnesota?
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@Castlerock34 (2259)
• Minneapolis, Minnesota
25 May 16
California where all the rich people live and the seemingly careless people live. I want to be part of thier circle
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@quantum2020 (12041)
• Ciudad De Mexico, Mexico
25 May 16
@Castlerock34 What you have not attained at this stage in your life, is going to be difficult to achieve in a few months or years. Once you realize that being part of a rich circle is not too attractive, you will want to return to Minnesota.
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@Castlerock34 (2259)
• Minneapolis, Minnesota
25 May 16
@quantum2020 I dont know about that. I have lived here my whole life and just feel like a no body and I wish I could of taken the road to make me well known. I never believed it at the time but people would always come up to me when I was younger and asked If I was a model and if I wasnt why wasnt I modeling, why didnt I pursue that. My life would of been a whole lot different If I had
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@flapiz (23152)
• United Kingdom
25 May 16
We all have those green days my friend. I swear you're not alone. I wanted to be rich for quite a long time now so I'm frustrated at how broke I am and how rich my friends are becoming.
I'm still happy for them though. I just get jealous when they take me shopping.
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@flapiz (23152)
• United Kingdom
25 May 16
@Castlerock34 They're not sharing. I had to follow them around as they shop. It pretty sucks but I have to endure it. Part of the friendship deal. 
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@Castlerock34 (2259)
• Minneapolis, Minnesota
25 May 16
@flapiz Thats too bad they dont treat you sometimes, that would be crappy having to follow them around and watch as they purchase nice things
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@Castlerock34 (2259)
• Minneapolis, Minnesota
25 May 16
It is pretty normal I think too, but it doesnt cure my green blues. At least you have friends that will take you shopping as far as sharing with you, right?
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@LovingMyBabies (85288)
• Valdosta, Georgia
25 May 16
You know something I had to realize in the past is...there's a lot of people looking at you thinking the same thing. Things you have or your looks-someone else is dying for what you have right now.
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@Castlerock34 (2259)
• Minneapolis, Minnesota
29 May 16
Really?? I have never thought of it that way. I have always thought that I suck and no one would want to be me or anything that I have. Its a horrible habit of self loathing, I hate it
@Castlerock34 (2259)
• Minneapolis, Minnesota
29 May 16
Sometimes being healthy isnt enough, wish there was more. I am sorry I didnt mean to come off to sound like an ungrateful person, I was just venting
